Who am I?

I started this blog a long time ago. At the time, I was in the midst of depression and PTSD.

A lot has happened since then.

I am much better. That’s the first thing. I am better able to manage my depression and anxiety and it’s rare that it really takes hold of me anymore.

For four of the years sine I was last regularly updating this blog, I was in a relationship with Nat. Nat had a very rare condition, Bechets Disease. He was very poorly, and we spent a lot of our lives in hospitals. We also spent a lot of our lives having as much fun as we possibly could. At festivals, on mini-breaks around the country, at bonfire night (Nat’s favourite night!) and whenever we could throw a party, basically. We knew he wouldn’t be around forever, and we tried to make the most of the time we had togehter.

Nat died on 25th November 2016, due to complications from his illness.

My new blog posts are going to be about how I’m trying to manage the awful grief, the loss of my wonderful partner and the huge change to my life since he’s been gone.

My hope is that writing about it all will help me make sense of it all, and maybe even help others who are going through it…

Thanks for reading!

Px